Love Fails | Keisha McGovern

Have you ever wondered where love will take you, I look at the people around me holding hands, kissing, being happy. I once had this, I have dated this guy since we were fifteen, everything has gone so well until the last year. Love has its ups and downs, and we each go through a phase where we don't know what we want or who we want to be with. Last year I went through this, I broke it off with my boyfriend and thought my life would be so great without him but really it wasn't, I realized hes the one I wanted in my life and to spend the rest of it with. Well I recently had to move for my schooling and he had to stay back home to finish his, we agreed we would make it work. Life was going so well at least I thought, until about two weeks ago I get a text message stating " were done" Can you imagine the reaction a girl would have after seeing this, totally dramatized. My heart fell from my chest, how could this be what did I do. Chaos in my heart, the day became dreary, oh how can I go on not knowing what went wrong. I discovered it was the same thing I went through and with me being gone it didn't help matters. Trust is what I see the problem is and the people he was around and still is around. I pray to god everyday " Please guide me to make things better," this is all I can do, leave it in gods hands. I'm giving him the time he needs and pray for the best. As the days go on I try to leed a happy positive life, knowing things have a way of working themselves out. As I walk around the town, I see all these happy couples wishing mine could be the same way, but what is life without its ups and downs. Who would we be if we didn't have steps to take. As I wonder now is if my quotes will ever be true. Love when you mean it, Live for yourself, Laugh when you're happy. Love will we ever know what it could be? I will always be here waiting for him to realize just how happy we can really be.